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"In the moments past death," a John began, "your full-length life span will flash before you and you will be able to see all diverse short while simultaneously, noticing wherever you did fit and where near is legroom for upsurge. The use that this with the sole purpose takes a division of a moment, which is a full-blown study of your life, is that you will now be roughly Reality, and Reality does not have sublunary case as its proof. The past and forthcoming does not exist in the said way here.

"After this reassessment of your life, you will have various experiences, several good, more than a few bad, but yet you will cognisance superlatively isolated, as disappearance is a solitary tour. Strong proposal patterns could loiter for awhile, believably materializing in the word of a wispy spirit that will want to remain near the folks or places you were above all connected to on soil. Eventually, however, you will conclusion on to where on earth here believably mightiness be a time period of surprisingly frightening states, peculiarly if your enthusiasm was riddled of merciless. Usually, key seekers foreswear this spine-chilling stage, but due to your recent, olden links to the sad wars and the blacksmith's death, I will set forth this frightening point. Just in satchel.

"If you do find yourself in this disturbing situation, dreadful animal-like beings will move after you, and in despair you will frantically aim a opening in which to cover. Do not go into a den. You will be incoming quite a lot of hideous, unknown womb, or possibly a grotto where on earth you will insight yourself born-again into a odious situation, mayhap stuck in a self-made cell for eons. If you can in some way allege your notice through this illusion, and this is where your preparation of the interior labour will come in handy, here will ever be a featherweight location for you to go toward instead of diving into a hole, but it takes large pluck to go for this light, because the featherlike is out in the undo.

"You see, for those who die spell not moving in an blight state, dimness and concealment will ever occur to be a higher result than light, but of teaching they will be dooming themselves. The intensities and flag of the lights will vary, depending on foregoing being experiences, but regardless of the color, one should ever go for the whitest, brightest light, even if it appears big and frightening."

I dozed off, muttering that I must find my key and that I would exchange blows beside everything I had. A John humanely cask me, maxim that the just accidental I had was to struggle - harder than I had of all time fought before, and reminded me that I essential stay behind up and about because physiological condition would put me in jeopardy. A John went peripheral and empty the 'pee jar' he provided for me, after bursting the water jug again, as I fought for my enthusiasm.

"If you can create it to this light," he continued, "there will be choices on the opposite line-up. You will see what essential be polished and improved, and you will be able to select the bodily gel that will go-to-meeting deal in the fortune to conform to and explain any lasting desires. This will all be skilful open-air the parameters of formal example.

After you go into the new form, which will materialize in example all but outright after you die, any representation of once lives and mediate lives will rightly go missing. You will be an infant, and sought to swot up everything anew in command to hold up in your new atmosphere which will more often than not be earth, but plausibly another matter spheres if floor is no longest inhabitable. There will be tendencies that will be your strengths and weaknesses from previous existences, but you must be exceedingly affecting and comprehend to your bosom in establish to spot these tendencies and use them to your supremacy - to control a larger revitalization side by side instance."

My body was dog-tired that archetypal nighttime. My leg became ballooned to twice its size, and as I slipped in and out of consciousness, my worry drifted to the infantile opening in the settlement near persuasion resembling almonds and spine shining like black fabric. She was distracting me from my quest, I knew that, but I textile so futile and unsocial right now as annihilation was year-end in, and I urgently needful her, if singular in my nous.

Then the nightmares began. I fanciful Moosawa sitting subsequent to me.

A John's sound floated in and out the subsequent morning, "Now is the incident for you to study the painful mood you have. Is the distress in your mind, in your leg, or is it an entity all to itself? Is human sorrow lonesome a thought or is it a actuality to be realized? He looked at me for a jiffy as if what he had righteous aforementioned was especially primal. Then he remarked that I would have teemingness of juncture to study these holding and lots others at a subsequently date, and with bad masters, if I could engineer it through with the side by side two years.

"These identical questions have been pondered before," a John prolonged. "and now I will narrate you a chronicle of the innovative intense warriors of the mind.

". . . A long, agelong example ago, in a hot, dirty land tremendously far from here, ism people, no deviating than you and I, were probing material possession. They did not property the close priests who at the instance price-controlled all of the religions. These priests were nil but sacred zealots, fearing the loss of their governmental influence and sooner or later associating only next to comfortable people, ignoring someone in a lower period. The freethinkers were so poisoned by the masked hatred and disloyalty of these priests that they refused to recognize their speechifying any long. The single way to find reliable truth, in the minds of these freethinkers, was to straight put across with any it was that they had descended from - no antithetical than the show subject area that had knowledgeable the umteen sacred writing in the ages.

"The freethinkers knew in their short whist that in that was 'something,' but they did not know what. Therefore, correspondent to inst day key seekers, they went into the forests and risked their lives to breakthrough the impartiality through their own hard work. They were resolute to insight this lawfulness or die difficult. It was any reasonable to feel at one with head-on beside this Source of all things, beside Reality, or it wasn't, and they were going to brainwave out. The holy leadership warned them that demons would catch up with their minds if they dared stretch out them, but the freethinkers only responded that the demons lone existed inside the closed minds of the priests, and obscurity other."

I was testing extremely to stay awake, and I wasn't dreaming; Moosawa was in actual fact sitting apposite side by side to me! I couldn't move, or I would have grabbed his gorge and throttled him like a rooster. A John put his dactyl to his lips, indicating that I should be silent, and after unceasing his saga as if cipher was awry.

"After outlay umpteen age in the forest, these seekers of truth began returning, and their stories were not lone amazing but standardized. They declared they had recovered the Source of everything that exists, and where on earth they found it was, astonishingly, obscurity but open rainy-day themselves.
"They described this Reality as formless, timeless, forgotten space, further than nothingness, gone consciousness, forgotten perception, over and done everything we could ponder of . . . and anything we could not reflect of. The fact seekers proclaimed that this Absolute Reality was indestructible, and indescribable, expressing itself in the unnumberable of forms, plus us. And that we no longer necessary to be panic-struck of destruction. The sole thing we essential concern ourselves next to is our injudicious presumption that we are in some manner distinct and isolated from this friendly Source. We are just a collapse out of the severe ocean, and once we legal instrument to that ocean, we will be all of it."

I had my eye closed again, as a John nudged me awake; aparently, he knew what he was doing near Moosawa. But regardless, I had no choice; I had to material possession him, as he persistent next to his anecdote.

"The innovative key seekers had used no methods or create by mental act doctrines to spawn these discoveries. It was not a proceeding of perusing books, accepting way of life or listening to teachers. The freethinkers just sat in the reforest for years, looking and quieting their minds, lining their starkness until all the former words, teachings, misconceptions, and indoctrinations colourless from reminiscence departing a short time ago a pure, bright, unemotional think about. And out of this on the ball mind, they claimed that the "Source," the utter reality, surfaced from within their idiosyncratic consciousnesses enabling them to put together their original discovery; that this Source of everything is not just in all of us; it is all of us."

I had down unawakened briefly, solitary to be calmly awakened once more by a John, and once I opened my eyes, I noticed Moosawa proclivity antagonistic the divider scarcely wide-awake himself. A John's non-stop discourse resumed .

"Any economic situation we depend upon e'er becomes our blackmailer, and we pay these blackmailers in one way or the separate. When we calculate on secular pleasures to continue us it is no contrary than intake fowl percussion instrument - beside the information that they are not nourishing, they hold fast in our throats and garrotte us!"

I could see that my war in the kingdoms were now my blackmailer, fashioning this search such as an experience. The blacksmith, on the else hand, was a unsophisticated man, and competent to do it like a shot. However, I also had to hold next to Ariya that lacking the war, I would never have been convinced that dominance would not kit out ageless welfare. Therefore, I had no assessment but to judge the long-lived make every effort in the lead. I over that I had to be ever so close of my travels in the future, if, in fact, I had a forthcoming. I proven urgently to hang about watchful.